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Friday, January 30, 2009
Wow!! Today went to many places!! Im damn tired sey!! Haha Was working just now at 9am - 5.30pm then went home awhile to help mum pay bills, Devi followed me home and after that we took cab to Alexandra Hospital to visit Han's mum, Who's admitted there,and will be having operation tomorrow at 9am..Haiz pity her sey!! We left there around 7.30pm and decided to go back to Bukit Merah Mac caused Devi wanna mee her Bf and i wanna wait for Fafa..So we took cab agian to Mac and Han followed us there too.. Reached Mac around 8pm and chill there awhile, Me and Han went to the Riders' corner and Han played the guitar..Omg!! Shez really good!! Haha!! Then Ben And Marc came in and talked to me, saying stuffs like i looked pretty and that..I just laugh and didnt take it seriously..hmm around 8.45pm Fafa came and Me and her headed off to Marina!! Went to Mac and eat, We seated next to this two guys who happened to be Fafa friends Haha!! what a coincidence!! =) We then slack at the Marina steps and chat!! ther're really nice!! We left there at 11pm and took cab home..cannot take it already!! Damn tired uh! haha well i wanna sleep now, tomorrow gotta go Alexandra and acompany Han. So good night!! =) Thursday, January 29, 2009
Haiz thought everything will be back to normal like last time, But history is repeating itself all over again..Just what are you planning to do? I trusted you and this is what i get in returned? I Hate the way you're now!! And I HATE YOU!! But i just can't seem to let you go!! WHY?? Im just too attracted to you!! Haiz.. I should have not give in too much..Just what do you take me for? Your back-up girl? I damn hurt!! U lied to me again and agian!! But i still trust you so much...haiz right now, ill leave the descision to you..I wun regret! and i swear ill move on if you want me too..Eventhough it hurts..haiz just lead a happy life for yourself.dont bother about me anymore..Ill Promise you this, I will be with you no matter what. And thats a promise! *Cry* =( Labels: Hurt Tuesday, January 27, 2009
OMG!! My Leg hurts alot sey!! must be working too long already!! Argh!! And Guess what..Tomorrow will be working at 9am till 9pm!! ARGH!! think what im so free uh..Haiz Damn irritated by my scheldule already and im exhausted ARGH!! Well today..at work punch in go kitchen (grill side)..Wuhoo!! finally!! not at counter for the first time!! haha! Damn irritating la!! customer in all the time..Its CNY they Never go out meh? hmm Haha! Well anyway Peter came and fetch Me and Fafa from worked. He reached Mac at 10pm Haha!! half-an-hour early..Heez.. When home with him, He send us till our block downstair.. So sweet of him!! Well i wanna turn in already..tmr wrking at 9am-9pm...Haiz..Gotta get some rest uh Will Blog again tmr... Gd nyt!! Bye..=) Monday, January 26, 2009
Well didnt blog yesterday night caused sis use till late and im damn tired of waiting so i went to bed.Haha Anyway heres what happened yesterday...Well worked for 10hours and only go for 1 break and im like damn hungry, Haha but i choose to go for 1 break only Haha!! Well yesterday customer-in for the whole day!! and my leg getting very pain and im exhausted!! DAMN TIRED sey!! Im just waiting for me to punch out, so that i could go home and rest. Finally!! 1030pm time for me to go home!! but..the malaysian crew not there yet..ARGH!! and the orders kept coming in!! OMG!! then they came and take over me,Fafa and Sing Yee.. I punch out immediately as i don't want waste another minute there..Haha!! Damn Tired Sey!! Haha!! so went in to chage and headed home.. Reached home i bathe and do everything that needed to be done and my HP rang. It was Peter he wanna talked to me as he was bored..Haha So cute!! He was playing his guitar and played a song Called 'Your Call' By Seconhand Serenade!! OMG!! He played well!! =) we caht till 1.29am and i went to bed..And he told me that today he will be coming down to fetch me from work!! Haha! So Sweet!! Well That's all..Im working later at 2-1030pm (Hopefully not counter again!!) ARGH!! Damn i HATE IT!! well gonna get ready alreday.. will blog agian later at night. Bye Bye!! =) Sunday, January 25, 2009
OMG!! Nic asked me for stead!! Haha!! Well i dono what to sae..Im speechless!! heez!! Weve known each other less than a month, but we did contact each other though..hes really nice.. Well i told him to just let see how things go for time being, then ill give him my ans.. Well wanna slp already..Gd nyte NIC!! Nyts... Well..Today Damn Tiring sey at work!! Was extended till 11pm caused of the malaysian crew came late!! ARGH!! So i got Half-an-Hour OT!! Hehes!! I was so fucked-up working just now!! Reli DAMN angry!! Argh!! Everytime punch in go counter!! Argh!! Damn irritating la!! ARGH!! I wanna find other job already, Cannot stand it anymore!! =( But anyway everyone received Red Packet!! Hehe Which contain $10!! haha Whee.. Me and sis kept that money for our Birthday calebration that we have been planning on..hehe!! But i still need more money!! so gotta work and whack!! haha Luckily tomorrow got Double pay and i work OT tomorrow..Gonna be a long tiring day tomorrow at work..Haiz.. Will be working at 12-1030pm!! Haiz.. Today riders's gone crazy!! Haha!! Abg Imran brought his guitar to Mac and played when theres no order!! Damn Cute La!! Haha Its like all the riders were are the riders corner listening to him sing and they join singing too..Haha!! Well wanna rest already..Im dead tired!! bye And nyts... Saturday, January 24, 2009
Woke Up At 11am+ today..Damn tired sey!! Later at 2-1030pm im working ARGH!! Boring... Log into MSN got no one to chat with..Fiz is already overseas..Haha So im like bored..Haha theres some others guys who wanna chat with me, But i don't give a damn..Opps!! hahas Well gonna get ready already..Wanna iron my work Uni and go work already. Will blog again later at night if im not tired uh. Haha Bye...=) Today woke up at 6.30am!! ARGH!! Very early and tired! Cause start work at 8am. Left home at 7am and headed to work. Finish work at 2pm. Follow Sis to interchange and top-up Ez-link card. Then received a Msg from a fren. Asked me to chat with him awhile So i went over to Mac and meet him and chat. Sis was already on her way to meet her friends. When to Rider's Corner and talked to the rider's and i went back at around 5pm+. Reached home and no one's home..ARGH!! I forgot bring my House Key!! Damn!! Called Mum and she told me go to the Hawker centre and have my dinner there. So went over there and eat. After that went to buy stuffs and headed home. While waiting for lift Sis called asked me meet her go town. So i agree to it. Changed and get ready took bus to Redhill MRT Station and took train to Raffles place then Khalid called asked to meet at town!! what a coincidence!! Haha!! Of course i said ok. So me and sis waited for him at our usual place(esplanade) and he came with his friends. Cool! Really had eat time with them! Haha!! We talked, joke and talked rubbish!! Enjoyed ourselves!! Hehe!! Hopefully will meet them again next week saturday...Like last 3 saturady..Haha We left there at around 11pm+ and headed home..Was damn TIRED!! that i fall asleep in bus.Hahas!! Well Gonna Stop here then.. Nyts...=) Friday, January 23, 2009
Today woke up at 10am again... Go online and waited for sis to wake up then went to Hougang met Zul and his friends.. Was already late meeting him so took Cab to Hougang. Cost me around $20+ but the taxi driver gave me Discount so i paid only$14! Haha Cool uh! =) Hahas Reached there met with his friends as he intoduced them to me..Zul said his friends had been dying to meet/see me haha! I was like how sweet! haha Well Zul brought us to a Pond nearby, it was beautiful! really STRESS FREE!! Haha We left there at around 9pm+ and headed home..Zul walked us to KOVAN MRT(Nel) and we took Train to HarbourFront and stopped by Mac and eat then went to Vivo chill and then Home sweet Home!! Reached Home...Done everything that needed to be done, so watched TV and my Hp rings, Answered it and it was Fiz..He called to apologize about what he said to me yesterday..Haha!! How sweet!! =) Talked to him awhile and passed the phone to sis.. So i go online..=) haiz Tmr working at 8am till 2pm.. SO EARLY UH!! Haha Well wanna sleep now..Very tired uh Will blog again tomorrow...=) To Fiz.. Hey No worrys, Im not least angry with you, At least you have the heart to call and apologise. Haha!! Thats really sweet of you..Haha Don't think too much about it alright. Anything Beep me aites..Tek cre and Good Nyte!! ..=) Thursday, January 22, 2009
I Had not been blogging for quite sometime.. as im busy and lazy to blog..Haha Well Won't happend again yea..Haha Yeaterday woke up at 10am+ go Hougang Met with Peter and Zul..Got some prob outside uh..Well they send us to wrk and also fetch us from work.. Well right now i gotta help Hafiz..yesterday he chat with me on MSN and told me He's really stress and Fucking angry with his girlfriend.. I know how he felt, Till he want to break up..Haiz.. oh yea..He did scold me..All kinds of bad words..Haha I DONT take it to heart about what he said. But it does HURT! ..His just angry and just letting it out to me..No Worries Fiz..I ain't angry with you or what..Just continue to do that if you have too.. I just dont wanna you to be this way already.. Well Miss you my friend!! Take cre..Yea.. Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Yesterday i went to 3 Places!! (ITE Bishan-Esplanade and West Coast park!) ITE Bishan Yesterday me and sis went to ITE Bishan to get my password for my results..unfortunately my form teacher is not there..haiz Then met Zul,Min and his friends in school and walk to Juntion 8 Mac..Cause they already promise to eat ice cream with me! Haha! But Hafiz is not there..Hmm kinda sad..Cause i really MISS THEM ALOT!! *cry*After that Min gotta leave. Esplanade So left me, Fafa and Zul.. We decided to go esplanade! It was my idea..So took train there and went to the esplanade Roof-Top and chat. Really had a great time there eventhough therez only 3 of us. =) We Talked, We Laughed, we Spent every crazy moment together!! Talking about our most Embbarassing Moments to Ghost Stories!! Haha Cool!! We Shared our experienced and laugh out loud!! And everyone was looking at us! Haha!! Esplanade Then Zakee called!! =) He asked if i wanna meet him a not. Of course i said YES. =) So Fafa and Zul sent me to the esplanade carpark and i went ot meet him. Fafa And Zul still wanna hang at esplanade so I left with Zakee to eat at pasir panjang then headed off to West Coast Park! =) we walked at west coast,lying down on the stone by the sea and looked at the stars. I really enjoyed myself! and guess what he got ADIDAS Sweater too!! Haha! His was Green with Yellow Stripes while mine is Black with White Stripes! We Have So Many Thing In common!! =) Home Fafa Called and told me that she already reached home. So we left West Coast and ride home. He dropped me off under my block and we chat awhile and I gotta go already..=( I asked him to hug me cause i really miss him alot!! Haha!! He KISSED ME and i went up... =) Wow!! Miracle do come true,if you believe it...Had A Great day yesterday!! =) Sunday, January 11, 2009
Haiz I Just have this to say to you...Goodbye To You FOREVER!! Thanks for everything that u have done for me and being there for me when needed. Its how you want it to be, And Im just fufilling this wish of yours.There's no turning back now. It does hurt ALOT and its why im letting you go before im hurt even more. The time we spend together will be memories i'll take forever. I never blame you for anything. But Im Walking Out Of Your Life Now. You've hurt me so much and ive given in too much..its time to go..Its for the best. Don't you think? it's what you wanted all along. Im not the only one who break promises...But you did too.... That 3 promise ive made to you will be kept with me forever...May you lead a happy life. Good Bye To you forever! ..... Labels: Hurt Friday, January 9, 2009
Talked to Zul and Peter just now! haha Peter is indeed a sweet talker though but he seems really nice! Haha =) he kept asking me questions and Zul at the back laughing out loud! Haha!! They both very funny!! and i kept laughing! Haha Its really cool that they can hang-out till late night! Haha Well they asked me to sleep early..Hmm so im gonna sleep now.. Good Night!! Bye! =) I just reached home from meeting ZAKEE! =) Heard his bike so i ran out from house and went out to see, and there he was..hehe! so I off my computer and told my elder sis that im going down awhile to chat with him..We sit under my block, talked and he told me about his life and stuffs. It was sad about what he has to go through, but i manage to cheer him up! Yeah!! he then told me That HE LOVES ME!! Finally! he confessed!! haha. Im really happy! =) After that he KISS me and said that HE'Z GLAD THAT HE HAVE ME BY HIS SIDE. I LOVE YOU TOO ZAKEE! Well wanna call him now..Really miss him alot!! well Good Nyt! Bye! =) Labels: Love Woke up late today! And yea was late for work! Was supossed to work at 9am today but i woke up at 8.34am so i quickly calles store and told them i will be late and will punch in at 10am, they was ok with it.Haha Then Zakee called, He talked to my mum, as i was changing and getting ready to go work. then i talked to him awhile. He said that he will sent me to work! So sweet! =) so i continued to get ready and waited for him. Heard his bike downstair, so i looked out and saw him. Took my bag and i went down. Mum and sis were looking at us outside house. Haha. said Bye to them and went off to BM Mac. =) He drop me off at the riders' corner and give me KISS on the cheek! =) and i went in..Haha Punch in at 9.34am..Haha Quite early though..Really glad he came and sent me to work...=) Had break at 11.10am and suddenly he came in and sit in front of me! I Was Damn SHOCKED! cause he's suppose to be at home resting but He came to accompany me! So Sweet of Him! =) Punch out at 5.30pm and waited for his call, but didnt receive any...hmm so i called him but no one answer..so i went home.. Reached home, I asked my mum if Zakee called home but she No..Hmm i was feeling down that time..really upset..=( So i continued blogging and then the phone ring! and it was him! he said he felt asleep and was really sorry about it..Haha.. Im Just glad that he called me..Later im meeting him awhile then he had to go work already...Haha so i will continue later then..Wanna get ready already to meet him! =) Bye!! =) Labels: Work Thursday, January 8, 2009
Yea..Zakee send me home just now..I waited for him outside Mac after receiving his call. Haha! Im Very happy went im with him! So i walked out of Mac And there he was! i ran over to him and said HI. =) He kept looking at me! And i asked him why, He said, its because i looked different. Haha and he like it! weird.. hahas. Well he then put on the helmet for me and headed home. While riding, He hold my hands and HUG him! And he adjusted his both mirrors, so that he could looked at me while his riding. So sweet! He knows that im scard taking Bike. Haha. Reached my block. We chat awhile downstair.He wanted to sent me to work tommorrow but i don't want to trouble him, So let see what happend tomorrow then. He told me that he Miss me ALOT! haha he then HUGGED ME!! So long! Haha And KISS ME ON THE CHEEK! Haha Sweet! Im really In Love With Him!! =) Labels: Love Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Good Afternoon!! =) Alone at home now. Kinda scard and lonely. Mum wen to fetch Bro and will be back late, sis and everyone went to work aldy, so left me alone. Later im working at 4-10.30pm and Zakee is coming to fetch me from work. Very sweet of him! Haha! Yeah! Can see him later. =) Well gonna start working everyday already, cause i wanna buy a new Handphone! So that i could contact him(Zakee) and my friends again. Well i blog again later then, when i reach home tonight. Can't Wait To See Zakee!! And we are just friends,(at least for now). =) Bye! =) Labels: Work Ive just reached home from bugis with sis... Kinda tired now. After meeting Zakee just now and reached home around 7+pm den when to Bukit Merah Mac donald's waited for sis to end work at 8.30pm den head off to Bugis with her.. Reached Mac saw Sulaiman. he going home already, so i ran to him at the Rider's Corner, didnt expect Ben to be there with Jackson siting down! so i went over to talked to Sulaiman and Walked back into Mac. and Jackson said Hi to me so i just replied back. and ben looked at me differently...haiz don't Know what's he thinking also.. But I've already get over him and no turning back. that's for sure.. anyway i told sis everything about Zakee! haha i have to admit That I Really Love Him Alot! And i bought Jade at bugis which cost only $6. Haha! hopefully bring me good luck! =) Labels: Outing Omg!! he called me and ask me out! And i juz reached home... Haha! =) So i said yea ok..We planned to meet at 4+pm under my block. Just to eat dinner,since he know i have not eaten yet.He's concrened. So i rushed and get ready. I seriously took a long time to get ready to find the perfect outfit! Haha! So i wore Black jeans with purple tube covered with my Adidas sweater. It looks great! Haha So waited for his call...And the phone ring!! But it was my mum. Haha. She really wanted to meet Zakee very much! Haha. After i hung up the call. Another call came in, and it was Zakee. He said he have already reached under my block. So I quickly do last minute touch-up and went down to meet him. Haha Went down the staircase and there he was standing there. he didnt saw me, so i slowly and quietly walked behind him and just stand behind him. he still didnt notice. Haha So cute! when he turned he was shocked! Haha! So we headed off to Vivo and eat at Banquet. After eating we when to the Sky Park. Watch the Sunset together, talked about our school life and other stuffs. Haha After that He sent me home. Reached downstair We talkrd awhile. he then GIVE ME A HUG AND A KISS ON THE CHEEK!!!! OMG Haha! =) Really had a great time with him! Labels: Love Tuesday, January 6, 2009
I think im in LOVE!! Haha! Here's what happened on Jan 04 2009. While i was working(morning shift 7.30am - 2pm) as the MDS runner, A new rider came in. Well he took over someone that day. And His Named is Zakee! =) Hez damn cute! When he walked in, passed by me, He looked and Smile at me. i was shocked! So i just smile back to him. I can't help but keep turning back to looked at him. And my heart was beating very fast. Haha I noticed that he kept looking at me everytime. even my (work)friends noticed it. After awile, I took Over as MDS Cashier.It was already 11.30am that time. I was bored cause therez no order at all, so i went to the riders' corner, looked at the map. And he came standing beside me and asked 'where's the Mosque is?' So i directed him, he said thanks and went out. At that time I was jumping with joy. All in my mind was 'he talked to me'!! haha he came back after awhile. and its he's turn to sent order. While i was giving him his change back he looked at my hand and asking 'why i cut myself?' I said my Cat scratch me. haha after he send his order he came to me and talked, telling me not to do all this stupid stuffs anymore, and i said ok. he's really concern about me. =) from that on, we talked. I asked him Questions and stuffs... Guess what! i found out that he NEVER SMOKE! Haha.. =) He's really polite in the way he talked to me...and that's what i like about him.=) Its was aldy 2pm then, Its time for me to punch out(go home), My sis came and take over me. I told her about Zakee and even introduced her to him. They get along well. Haha I when in to change, but didnt want to go home cause i know i won't be able to see him again cause he work in other Hub. So I stayed awhile, chat with him and my sis. I was standing beside him that time, and he wrote on a piece of paper asking if he could sent me home? I juz smile..Cause he's punching out at 3pm. And its already 3pm. haiz..=( he went in to eat. so i followed him. Haha but i was at my locker getting ready to go home. But before i go home i went out to the Mds area to talked to my sis. and he came out all ready to go back. when he reached his bike, he called me! So i when-over to him. he asked if he could sent me home? i said "yea of course!' so i went to the crew room take my bag and left with him. When reached my block he offered to sent me back right at my doorstep! Haha so sweet.. but i don't want to trouble him, so i said its ok. and he's ready to go by then. we said goodbye and he said to me ('Bye sweet, i like your smile') Haha so Sweet!! =) and go off.. I recahed home smiling happily and told my mum about him! and everthing that happened! =) Was waiting for his call cause my sis gave him my no. haha... Well i know im in Love and it was Love At First Sight! =) Labels: Love |