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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I Do Not Noe What Going On, And I Didnt Ask For Much. All I Want Is To Love You Thats All I Swear. IloveYou. Heyy Peepz! Just Got Back Frm Work. Damn Tired And Somhow Slpy Lols Ytd Slpt At 4am+ Cudnt Slp Uh Was thnking Abt Sth Haiz. Anywae, Well Today Was My Second Last Day Wrkg At Bm Mac Will Be Tranferring To TBP Mc Cafe By Thursday. Im Excited, But Oso Nervous. Hahs! =) Gotta Attend Class For 3days So Will Be Super Busy This Week Gahh. Well Tmr Is My Last Day Wrkg There Gonna Mek A Full Use Of It. Im So Gonna Miss Everyone At Bm Mac. *cry* Well. Gotta Adapt In A Whole New Enviroment. New People + New Frens + New Uniforms Lols. I Can Do this! Hee. Wish Me Luck. =) Missing Fareezil Alot! Nyt Nyt Peepz Thursday, September 24, 2009
Heyy Peepz Ok Im Bored So Here's A List Of MY PHOBIA Lols.
I Fainted 5 Time Last Year,Due To Lack Of Vitamin C. That Cause Me Be To Turn Weak Easily, and Im Physically Weak. Hahs
Omg! I Freaked Out If I Saw Blood. Seriously! Lols
Who Likes Injections? No One Right? I'll Run Far Away From Those Needles! Hahaha!
I Never Like Being Alone. I Tend To Hurt Mysef Wen Im Alone. I Do Stupid Stuffs Like Cutting My Wrist. So NEVER leave Me Alone.
Im Scard Of The Dark And Not Afraid To Say It! Haha!
Heyy Peepz Damn Bored! Another Day Of Boredom! Wanna Go Out But Lazy Haha Lols So Stying Home Again Today Hais Miss Baby So Damn Much! Miss Him Even More Wen I Kip Thnking About Him And Viewing His Profile. If Onli He Knew That I Misses Him SO DAMN MUCH! Long Tyme Didnt Meet Him Miss Toking Otp With Him Haiz*cry* -IloveyouAlways&Forever. I Do Not Noe Why But I Feel Alone Now. Haiz. I Don Wish To Continue, I'll Blog Again Soon Then Tek Cre Peepz p.s I Love You And I Miss You So Damn Much! Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Heyy Peepz Miss Me? HAHA LOLS First Thing First My Blog Not Dead Ok Lols I Was Just Lazy To Blog Besids I Wasnt Feeling Well Fer The Pass Few Days And I Was Busy Celebrating Hari Raya Lerr Oh Yeahh Selamat Hari Raya To All My Frens! Hee. It's Not To Late Ryte? Hahaha! Gosh 1 Week Off Frm Wrk Is Awesome! Just Now Went Down To Wrk Just To Study Fer The Test Gahh, Stressed. Some More Its Kinda Last Min Lerr Haha Opps! I Was Suposed To Go Fer Model Interview Today Haha But I Didnt Go. Modelling Is-So-Not-My-Thing! Get That?! Hahs Just Not Interested In All This. So-Not-Me! Lols Omg! Im Damn Bored Now! Stupid Comp Not Wrkg! Dono Why Oso. Gahh Have To Live With Lappy Now So Slow. Damn It! Hahs Later Nit Go Mummy Fren House To Be Honest I-Do-Not-Want-To-Go But Kene Force With Mummy Gahh... Tired Frm Doing Nth But Complaining Since Just Now. Hahaha Well I Gtg Fer Now. I'll Blog Again Soon ^^ Tek Cre Peepz Btw I Love You And I Miss You Fareezil! ^^Hee. =) Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Sometimes You Have To Test Someone. Not Because You Dont't Trust Them, But To See How Much They Sacrifice For You, And Sometime You Have To Let Them Go. Not Because You Suddenly Stop Caring For Them, But To See If They Care Enough To Come Back To You. Things Change. Friends Leave. But Life Doesnt Stop, It Still Goes On. I've Learnt From My Mistakes, And Im So Moving On. Heyy Peepz! Gosh My Eyes Are Swollen! Lols I Cant Slp Ytd Nyt. Hahs Due To Some Reasons I Didnt Eat In The Mrng(sahur) As I Suddenly Lose My Appetite. But Im Fasting. So I Blast My Mp3 Hoping Hard To Fall Aslp But I Still Cudnt Frustrated! Lols I thnk I Managed To Slp At 6am Gahh.. Anywae, I Dono If I Will Be Goin Out With Peepz A Not Tmr Gosh! This Is So Confusing! Damn It! Damn Pissed Off And Hurt At The Same Tyme Im Not Gonna Let Mysef Hurt! So Thnk Positive! Don Thnk Abt It Anymore! Gosh! I'll Blog Again Tonyt Then Bye! Hey Peepz! Just Got Back Frm Wrk Was Knock Off Late Ard 11pm Instead Of 1030pm Gahh.. Bored. I Injured Mysef Alot Today Lols *Clumsy! I Have To Said That Im Very Happy This Few Days Even My Frenz Notice That I Just Cudnt Stp Smiling Hee... Becoz I Got A Grt And Awesome Boyfriend And I Reli Love Him Alot I Wudnt Ask For Anything More With Him Being Part Of My Life Well Thats All I Nit And Want Hee. =) Well Just Cant Wait To Meet Baby And Peepz This Friday Damn I Miss Him Alot! =) Gahh.. I'll Blog Again Soon Nyt Nyt Peepz =) Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Heyy Peepz! Woke Up At 11am Today Received Txt Msg Frm Baby Saying That He Went To Malaysia Today To Accopmany His Parents It Was Unexpected I Reli Miss Him Alot ^^ Ytd Nite Tok To Baby Till 2.30am After That I Went To Slp Ok Nowadays I Slp Erli. Lols Damn Bored Now! No One To Txt. Hahs Damn I Miss Him Lerr Baby Pls Txt Me Wen You Reached Singapore Aldy I Miss You Lerr Hahs I'll Blog Again Soon Tek Cre Peepz! =) Heyy Peepz! Just Got Home Frm Wrk Damn Exhausted And I Didnt Fast Today I Wasnt Feeling Well Feel Dead Today Lols Updated My Tagged And Blog Ytd Nyt Even Wen Im Dead Tired I Still Update It Hahaha! I-So-Cant Wait To Meet Baby And Peepz This Fri! Hee Whee. Maybe Watch Movie, Sheesha Or Go LAN Play L4D We Still Haven And Cant Decide Lols Damn Stress, I Dono What To Wear Lols Well I Wna Tok Otp With Baby Now I'll Blog Again Soon Then Nyt Nyt Peepz! =) Monday, September 14, 2009
Heyy Peepz! Just Got Home From Vivo Celebrated Baby Bdae Oh Yeahh Im Attached To Fareezil^^ Hahaha! Whee. =) Just Now Didnt Go Wrk -No Show Just To Celebrate His Bdae. Hahaha! But Went Down To Wrk Talk To My Manager Ok I Was Bored At Home Lols I Will Be Transferr To Tiong Bahru Mac This October To Be Honest, Im Still Not Redy Fer All This But Manager Ask Me To Try Out Fer A Day First So I Have To Go For Expresso Class This 1-3October Then Oni I Will Be Permanetly Transfer There And Be A Beanie ^^ Well Wrkg Tmr. But Im Not Sure What Tyme. I Wna Turn In Now I'll Blog Again Soon Nyt Nyt! =) Sunday, September 13, 2009
Heyy Peepz! Gosh! Tired! Ytd Slpt At 1am Ohk Thats Erli Coz I Was Damn Exhausted Hee. Woke Up At 12+ Today. Later Will Be Wrkg At 4-1030pm Arr Don Feel Like Goin Wrk Hahaha I Still Haven Decide The Colour For Highlight Stress. I Thnk I Probably Choose Blue Lols. Damn Bored Now. Waiting For A Fren To Online Since Just Now. But Didnt See Him Online Oso Gahh..Devasteted. Got Alot To Tell Him. Well I'll Blog Again Soon Then Tek Cre Peepz. Heyy Peepz!! Just Got Home. And Im Damn Tired, Ytd Slpt At 430am, Was Otp With Fareezil Woke Up At 6.30am Coz Im Wrkg At 8.30am-2.30pm Went To Salon After Wrk Wanted To Highlight My Hair But Didnt. Coz I Cudnt Decide Wic Colour I Want Blue Or Purple? So Decided To Highlight On Friday Then Hahaha =) Then Followed My Mac Riders Go Out. They Fetch Me And Fafa Under Our Block Coz Ther're Driving Instead Of Riding. Ok Awesome! First Went To Peninsula Walk, Slack Then Headed To Geylang Walk There. Till Im Exhausted! Lols. I Didnt Eat During Brk Fast I Wasnt Hungry. Hahaha Took Cigarrete Frm Razif, And Smoke. What?! I Was Stressed Ok. So Let Me Off This Tyme Aites, Hee ^^ Then They Drive Us To Somwhere Im Not Going To Tel Where Isit I Don Thnk I Shud Oso. Hee... Then I Ask Them To Go CEMETERY! Ohk. So We Did. But Before That, Stop At Mac Drive Thru Bought Food, Eat In Car And Off To CEMETERY! Awesome! Nahh I Didnt See Any Ghost Or Wad But It Was Freaking Dark. We Were Rounding There In Circles Damn Far La! I Just Sat In The Car. Don Dare To Go Out Hahaha! And I Reli Had A Grt Tyme Today. Im Not Sure What Tyme We Left There. Me And Fafa Fall Aslp In Car And Was Awaken Wen The Car Stop At Bukit Merah. Then Headed Home! Hee. AWESOME DAY!! ^^ Well I'll Blog Again Soon Aites Tek Cre Peepz. Nyt Nyt! Thursday, September 10, 2009
Hey Peepz! Woke Up At 9.06am Today Ok Thats Erli. Lol Damn Bored Now Im Expecting The Delivery Man To Come To Deliver Uncle Stuff Wic I Have No Idea Wat It Is Oso Haha Totaly Bored. Now On Smosh.com Wacin Vids Haha Damn Hilarious! Mek Me Laugh Till I Cry Ok I Was Joking Abt The Crying Part Lols. Later Will Be Wrkg At 3-6pm Hell Yeahh Oni 3Hours Then Will Be Meeting Peepz At Bugis Have To Be There At 6.30pm Ok I Cudnt Mek It In Tyme Lerr So Definetely Tek Cab There We Going Sheesha! Weee. My First Time Lols Well Im Gonna Continue Wacin Vids Now I'll Blog Again Soon Tek Cre Peepz! =) Hello Peepz! Well Just Got Home Frm Hospital Damn Tired Mumy Was Admitted Ytd Afternoon. Received A Phone Call At Wrk Ytd Saying That Mummy Goin To The Hospital So Ask My Manager To Let Me Off Erlier Rushed To SGH And Met With My Elder Sis Ok Ytd I Look Damn Random La! Was Wering My Super Short Shorts With Pink Levis Tee And My Nike Slipper. Imagine Me Rushing To Hopsital Wering That! Oh Gosh! Oh Yeahh There Were Matrepz. Irritating! I Ignore As Usuall. And Laugh Out Loud Wen 1 Of Them Fall Down HAHAHA! Reached Home, Clean House Luckily My Elder Sis Hepled I Was Damn Exhausted Wokr Up At 4am To Cook For Fasting And Slpt Ard 4.35am Woke Up Today At 12+ And Visit Mummy At 5.30pm Till 9pm. I Swear I Hate Hospital! All The Sick Pple There, And Then Needles Thru Their Skins Reli Makes Me Weak. I'll Blog Again Soon Im Lazy To Type. Tek Cre Peepz! Monday, September 7, 2009
Hell Peepz! Damn! So Many Things In My Mind Now Gahh. Should I Tell Him A Not? I Just Cant Bring Mysef To Sae Those Words, To Him I Just Cant Do It! Im So Afraid. Lols Stress Ah Gini. Ok Forget Abt That First *Clearing Mind* Ok Im Back Just Brk Fast, Yup I Ate Alone Today Daddy Wrk Till Late, Mummy Cant Fast The Rest Wrkg Damn Bored. Sad. Im Out Of Words Now I'll Blog Again Soon Then Tek Cre Peepz! =) Sunday, September 6, 2009
Hello Peepz Gosh! Im Exhausted! Reached Home At Ard 4pm+ Then Use Lappy And Fall Aslp On The Sofa Gosh! I Fall Aslp Again! Lappy Still On! And So Was The TV Hahaha Damn! I Am Weird. Lols Woke Up Helped Mummy Then Break Fast I thnk Today Was The First Tyme I Ate With My Family Awesome. Hahs Well Tmr Will Be Wrkg At 3.30-1030pm I Thnk Uh Still Not Sure. Im Lazy To Blog Uh So I'll Blog Again Soon Then Nyt Nyt Peepz =) Saturday, September 5, 2009
Hello Peepz! Damn! My Feet Hurts! Lols Ive Been Walking In High Heels The Whole Day! Went To Orchard(Far East Plaza) With Fafa To Shop Fer High Heels And I Came Across This Black Heels At D&C =) Lols! So Bought It And Wear It Hahaha. At Least Fer Once I Felt I Was Tall Hahahaha Awesome! So We Walked To Cinelesiure And Brk Fast At LJS Then Walked To Orchard Central Went To Buy Frozen Strawberry Wan Indra Told Me Whenever I Feel Sad Or Angry I Shud Eat That, So I Did. I Ate 6Pcs Hee Damn Nice. I Simply Love It. I Sat Down And Fafa Went To Buy For Me Then We Chat, Ok Pple Was Like Starring At Me Lols I Was Blabbering To Fafa Abt My Probs. So She Gotta Listen To Me Pity Her.. Hahs Its Amazing How Those Frozen Strawberry Can Calm And Chill You Down Hahs All Thks To Wan Indra^^ I Wna Change! Lols If Pple Can Change Why Cant I? Well I Wna Be More Lady Like I Don Wna Strt Slashing My Wrist Anymore That Gotta Stp! And It Will ^^ Wish Me Good Luck Lols I Wna Turn In Now I'll Blog Again Soon Nyt Nyt Peepz Friday, September 4, 2009
Heyy Peepz!! OMG! I Totally Had A Grt Tyme Today! Met With Fareezil, Wan Indra And Faris Fun Pple To Hang Out With. =) Went To Eat And Watched Movie Final Destination Omg! That Movie Damn Gore La I Just Wna Run Out Frm The Theatre Lols I Swear I Cnt Slp Tonyt Hahaha Well No Plans Fer Tmr Guess Just Gonna Stuck To Comp Tmr Then Lols So-Gonna Be A Boring Day Hahaha I Wna Slp Now I'll Blog Again Tmr Then Nyt Nyt Peepz! Thursday, September 3, 2009
Good Mrng Peepz! Damn Woke Up At 12+ Today Lols Actually I Was Awek At 9am Got Out Frm Bed Saw Mummy And Her Frenz Akward. I Went Back In My Room And Continue Slpg Hahaha Im'ma Sleep'aholic. Hahs. Seriously. I Just Slp Anywhere And Suddenly. Lols I-So-Cant Wait To Meet Peepz Ok Nervous Lols Ive Bake Choco Chip Cookies Ytd Nyt With Fafa Help Of Course Hee..=) So Later Gonna Give To Peepz Yeahh!! =) Oh Yeahh Gotta Get Daddy Bdae Present By Today. Hee ^^ . To:CREATIVE MODELS Thks For The Oppurtunity But Im Not Interested To Become A Model As Stated In My Tagged Proffy. =) . Well I Wna Get Redy Now I'll Blog Again Tonyt Then Tek Cre Peepz! =) Heyy Peepz! Just Got Home Today Wrk Was Ok Got To Go Home Erlier Today And I Was In A Good Mood Haha Weird.. Im So Freaking Exhausted! Lols ^^ Well Tmr Will Be Meeting With Peepz Hope Everything Turn Out Well *Praying Hard* Hahs Oh Yeahh Today Is Daddy Bdae! Happy Bdae Daddy! I Love You! Even Wen Im Still Mad At You Hahs. Well Tmr Gonna Get Daddy A Adidas Or Nike Bag Hahs I Dono What To Get Uh Lols Well Im Lazy To Blog I'll Blog Soon Then Nyt Nyt Peepz! ^^ Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Stp Meking Me Feel This Way Pls...Im Begging You. Ive Been Waiting Fer Ur Msgs Day Til Nyte But I Received Nth. It Reli Hurts Me. Are Promises Meant To Be Broken? Where Were You When I Need You? You Werent There. You Left Me.. All Alone.. I Cry To Slp Everynyt Thnking Abt This. Do You Even Care? I Doubt So. Wen Im Wrkg All I Can Thnk Of Was Goin Home So That I Cud Cry My Heart Out. ihateyouformakingmefeelthisway. Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Evertym I Closed My Eyes, I Saw How You Looked At Me The Other Day. I Swear I Wasnt Hoping To Bumb Into You, I Was Praying Hard Not To Thnk Abt You Either But Everything Went Rong That Nyt. My Heart Broke Into Pieces Seeing You And ***. The Way You Looked At Me, Your Expression, Just Kept Appearing In My Mind. I Didnt Mean To Hurt You. It Was You Who Chose This Path And Ive Came To Sae That Im Over It Boy. Wats Thats Left Is Just Memory To Me Now. Hello Peepz!! Ytd Wasnt In The Mood To Blog Uh Was Damn Pissed Off Lerr Tok To Fareezil Ytd Nyt. Ryte Now Gotta Strt Thnking Straight I Cant Slash My Wrist Anymore As Ive Aldy Promise Somone. And Trust Me, It's Difficult. I Dont Swear Or Promise But This Tyme I Have Too And I Have To Kip My Promise I Cant Break It No Matter What. Well Thnk Im Turning EMO Uh Lol. Seriously. Shud I Even Be One? Hahs Gosh! So Many Things In My Mind! Well I'll Blog Again Soon Nyt Nyt Peepz |
